I forgot? Only thing that stands out is a leadership meeting I had to go to.
OH WAIT NO!!
I got a prom dress for free that I'm gonna get to keep! Job Corps supplies dresses and dress shirts free of cost. Like what?! So I tried on three I really like and took snapchat videos in all of them but I didn't save them before they vanished😭😭
I'll describe them in detail though because I'm so kind.
Choice one) Pink and very Barbie like and so cute! I loved it so much but I was to small in the chest for it😭 It's fine. It was more of a dress that I would of pulled of better in my blonde days😔.
Choice two) Red and a bit too sexy for a Greece themed formal prom. I'm the only one who thinks this though. It's a hi-lo dress and more hot datish in my own opinion but the guys around here enjoyed it. Figures. I personally love it though and feel though it may not be very prom, it's very me which is all that should matter. Especially since I get to keep it in the end. And my supposed to be prom date approved so I guess.
Choice three) more of a formal gown. It went off on one shoulder and actually reminded me of Megara from Hercules. Truly perfect for a Greece themed prom! But I'm not one for fancy gowns.
So I picked the slutty red one (after giving the male staff hell about how I couldn't choose) because it makes me happy and hoe is life! Kidding. To be fair I did try to go back to switch to the red because blah blah I shouldn't dress sultry at prom but oh well it was gone by then and then I learned we get to keep the dresses after prom. So I'm happy I picked one I'd actually where again then one I'd probably never want to look at after. Royal purples and gowns just aren't my thing.
If there's one thing I want to say it's that prom dress hunting here at Job Corps was truly an enlightening experience. All us girls were in and out of a smelly hotbox of a bathroom telling each other what colors looked best on us and showering each other in compliments. There was this guy in the girls bathroom too trying on a dress for himself and not one of us gave a damn. He even called me over by saying "c'mere beautiful" and spun me around when I put on the purple dress so all the girls could see and I felt like I was on some Disney princess shit from the attention.
It was just nice to see all of us helping and complimenting and empowering each other.
Like I don't know if it's just my center but as ratchet as some of these students can be they're pretty decent people.
I first noticed at the talent show when no matter how bad the person would sing the audience still sang loudly along like it was a Beyoncé concert and cheered like it was one too. Not one boo.
Then I noticed after a couple weeks that I very rarely open doors here. 8 times out of ten I'd say if a guy notices myself or another girl approaching a door they're quick to hold it open. Even at lunch when it's normally first come first serve for the good stuff they still will stop to let the girl get through the door first. Like I truly thought "chivalry" was dead, but now I see it's alive in well at a place full of people who've sold drugs, been on parole, been in gangs, failed to get diplomas and or geds, and other delinquents who failed at adulting in general.
Then I had this moment in the bathroom today where all us girls who don't even hang out were talking each other up and cheering like we knew each other since middle school.
Crazy stuff man. Crazy.
Day 23.